Sitting, exhausted, confused, happy, sad, angry, and peaceful
oh my goodness, i actually feel all of these things.
What do i feel like you ask?
I feel like a trick birthday candle, that is just a shining light.
People try and try and try to blow you out and they cant,
Maybe you flicker, but you never fall, maybe the glow dimmers, but it never fades completely.
Life was too good - maybe
Well they say misery needs company
Maybe misery demands company
Am i one to say if I’m not miserable?
What are the similes and analogies of life?
The metaphors, personifications and symbols of the day,
Why do we learn the things we do, say the things we say, and feel the way we may,
Why am I so bitter and selfish, but so grounded and self-assured,
Why do I know I don’t have all the answer, but feel content at the same time?
Why do others reach for the starts in the sky?
When you could reach for the star in yourself,
I can sit here and laugh, laugh
about the wrong doing and the right things done
i can blame my self for saying the wrong thing, but i wonder in whose mind was it wrong,
why are thing wrong if people disagree with them,
why am i taking this position - because i am on the other side, the darker side of the green hill
I think about people who bring others down,
the ones that bring others up,
The hugs that make everything okay,
The hugs that make you burst into tears
I love the people, I love the person who knows im not okay –
who says the thing i don’t want to hear, the thing he knows I have to
i have so much love it frustrates me, makes me cry even more.
i have so much love out of such agitation i feel my head intertwining and tangling and going "ahhhhh"
wanting to cry from sadness, wanting to cry from peacefulness, and luckiness, and wanting to cry because you're just pissed off.
I want to cry because i don’t know what the future hold, i don’t know about college and friends and nationals and worlds, i don’t know about siblings and parents and houses,
I don’t know i don’t know i don’t know
I like that
Questioning and anticipation make the world go round
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